Scrambled for words. || 3.17.15
1:06:00 AM
I'm currently at a state of being insanely driven by the ideas in my head. I don't know how to execute these ideas. I write them down anyways. I document them. The juxtaposition of my entire imagination and reality is so sad and vastly unrealistic but I can't help it.
This is what my brain looks like today.
AS THE TALKING HEADS ONCE SAID:
"STOP MAKING SENSE"
I'll do my part. I think I've already done it. I don't make any sense. If I do still have a source of sense, like any remaining ozone, it's depleting fast. (of course the nerd in me would say this)
I have way too many ideas of flamboyant sources that easily become limited with age/time/circumstance. Haven't you ever realized that there really aren't enough hours in a day to complete everything you need to? My head hurts. I've been trying to really focus on getting something going for myself - whether it be blog or brand related. I feel this is the year that I really need to step it up. Something earlier this year sparked motivation in me and it still hasn't stopped. I don't expect it to stop anytime soon either. I want to do something big this year. I'd love to do a lot more shoots + collabs, maybe even gain an internship. To be able to write + style for 8123 - That would be the most amazing thing in the world, you wouldn't understand. As I've said before, I absolutely adore how authentic and homegrown their artist collective is. I can only hope to write entries and style seasonal lines/outfits for them one day.
On another note, I bought a couple things today - including the dress you see in the picture above. It's adorable as frick and I'll probably shoot a couple new outfits for you guys to see sometime soon.
I've already started planning things for the next few months in advance. Here's the game plan - MORE OUTFITS (I know majority of y'all enjoy that), a weekend in Seattle, a couple concerts, CALIFORNIA... I'll leave you hanging at that. However if you guys want to see an entry on anything in particular - give me a shout on here/instagram/anywhere. I want this to be a collaborative thing where you get to see what you want to see and I do my best by sharing what I know. I'm open to anything.
I'm going to get back to eating spaghetti and my Full House marathon. Have mercy, uncle Jesse. Gosh, I am so lost.
x lj
(enjoy some useless selfies ha ha ha)
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